Monthly Archives: January 2011

I have always experienced an immense amount of jealousy in relationships. The other day I met Paul, another Destonian. The meeting was very cool and a lot of points opened up for both of us- seeing the reflection of ourselves … Continue reading →

I forgive myself that i have accepte and allowed myself to exert suppressed anger towards others i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to suppress anger i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to … Continue reading →

I put up quite a fight to actually start writing, much unecessary frustration and anger. The two major points of superiority/inferiority that come up within my day to day living 1.) At work with customers 2.) On facebook with status, … Continue reading →

Today I decided to drive to my moms, she lives about an hour and a half from where I live. I had two days off work and decided that seeing her would be supportive. My mom recently got 2 horses … Continue reading →

I have been experiencing anger within the past couple of days. It is still here and i think it has to do with the whole inferiority/superiority point. The anger has dissapated quite a bit, but I now see that when … Continue reading →

so i decided to write what i eat everyday to monitor this and make sure that i am eating and eating well. my food consumptionis a clear indication of where i am in process that reflect stability. i have not … Continue reading →

Writing jan 8th 11: Its cool that Ive identified this fear of other as a main point to focus on because i became more aware of this in my day to day and Im able to more easily identify and … Continue reading →

My most prominant point in my living experience is the point of superiority and inferiority which Ive decided that I will take on with writing, applying self forgiving and living the self forgiveness in application. It is an extensive point, … Continue reading →

I have missed two days of writing, which is ok but I am going to write daily so that I can support myself in facing points in my day rather than allowing them to accumulate. 2 days ago I started … Continue reading →

Sharing my writing of the last couple of days in how I have been experiencing myself I have within the past couple of days, allowed myself to wander in the mind. Many things come up. A definite uncomfortable feeling has … Continue reading →