The ‘time’ is here to share my Blog with All, it’s been a big fear point, but the cool thing about fear is that it only lasts until the fear is faced. I push myself, get it over and done with and move on. Already there is a motivation within me to write. In the face of myself as All in my world I see that I must step up and apply myself. Writing publically for All to See enforces a point of accountability, self responsibility and self-correction. It changes the point of ‘seeing’ from myself in my own mind, to a point where ‘seeing’ includes the consideration and account of All. Another cool point about writing publically is the feed back. For example, I had told people I work with that I was cutting out sugar. For about a week or two I’ve allowed myself to eat sugar and this was pointed out by them. In that, writing publically is assisting and supportive in self-reflection. Not only the obvious self-reflection of writing oneself out and seeing, but also a point of self-reflection as the people that I come into contact with day to day. I’m not saying that writing publically is the only way to become accountable and self-responsible- that would be separation. Self accountability and self responsibility requires Self Will  and Integrity. Living Words is a process.

I’ve noted to myself that writing privately (in some aspects) is no different than having conversations within the mind in so-called ‘secrecy’. Which means that in secret, I have accepted and allowed dishonesty. I no longer accept and allow myself to hide in perceived secrecy as self-dishonesty. I am here to face myself as my own accepted and allowed self-dishonestys to get down to What Is Real and what actually matters. I have the tools as the 4-count breath, writing, self forgiveness and self corrective application to support me in aligning myself to the principle What is Best for All so that I can, in fact/in math realize myself as One and Equal as All. First I start with me in changing myself as the change I want to see in this world. The change I want to see in this world is: from Separation and Abuse to Equality and Oneness. From Capitlaism, to an Equal Money System. That is my Intention, and my platform to assist and support myself.

 If there is any fear that come up about posting then I know that either 1.) I require additional Self Forgiveness in Specificity, or 2.) I require additional Self Corrective statements and action plan

In reading what I’ve written i was holding my breath. An anxiety came up and that anxiety is ‘living up’ to my words because I see my words as ‘big’.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to see my words as more than me here

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from my words

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe i am not capable

I forgive myself that i havent accepted and allowed myself to trust me

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as less than my words

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear taking self responsibility

self trust to me is pushing through the points, writing, opening up, forgiving and living that forgiveness in the physical.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear not living up to my words

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to put my words on a pedastil

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire a specific outcome

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire equality and oneness

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the words equality and oneness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be one and equal with my words

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to form and create an idea about ‘living words’ as a state of being/personality of superiority/better than/more than

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define a presentation of words as inferior/less than/bad

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a presentation of words

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the presentation of words as bad

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear writing

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear self judgment

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear self intimacy

i forgive myself that i havent accepted and allowed myself to assist and support myself in judgment- to see judgment as just a judgment, and reflect on that judgment to transform weakness into strength

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to associate writing with anxiety

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from living words

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in Anxiety

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear what others may think of me

I forgive myself that i havent accepted and allowed myself to care about me

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself in a presentation of me as living words when in fact, i have never lived words and i dont actually know what living words is- for now it is only an idea.

Self-Correction Action Plan

Post blog, and share blog on Facebook

Write atleast 1 blog in 2 weeks

Support myself in reading/following Blogs of those walking process

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5 Responses to

  1. Randy Krafft says:

    Cool, Sally. I’ve been facing many of these same points. It’s liberating to commit yourself for all to see…

  2. Writing – Self-Directive vs Mind-Regurgitation

  3. Cool Sally – I had resisted writing for a long time although it was great assistance everytime I wrote – after started vlogging I have faced many points that I wanted to make a vlog of but I was not clear and writing assisted much.

    Thanks for sharing yourself – I have picked up much assistance from other people’s blogs because we are in same bullshit called survival.

  4. Ann says:

    So cool to see and read your “back” Sally!

  5. Looks like you are an expert in this field, you got some great points there, but you’ll want to add a facebook button to your blog. I just bookmarked this article, although I had to complete it manually. Simply my $.02 🙂

    – Daniel

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